I just want you to know that I am there, in this uneasy silence but still hanging there by the cliff of your vision of love that is more demanding than I could ever imagine. Your ambitions in love go higher than any other ambition you have ever nurtured. I have committed to your vision not to you. And that’s what is transforming me. This vision demands silence, it demands my pain, it demands my happiness as well. It demands all my loneliness and confusions and it demands all my intelligence as well. It has consumed my past, my present, and my future is borne out of this vision that you put forth and I took on.
I am not scared of losing myself anymore. Your vision is different only in implementation. I have taken it on because it is the realistic version of my incomplete, unrealistic vision.
I was incomplete in my body, mind, and soul. I was incomplete in my thoughts, actions, and the underlying vision. Thanks for making me complete. Thanks for giving me a taste of what living a life of love might mean. Thanks for being you and fulfilling my existence in a way that only your existence could have fulfilled.
I am here and you are many geographical miles away. But the only reality I know right now is to say ‘I love you’ to you… just once… and then a million times over.